12/21/10

I'll tell you internal review is very difficult. I thought I had all my emotions sorted and catergorized in neat little piles. I don't and I don't like what I feel. I don't want to have the feelings or needs that I have. I want what I can't have, I want what I can live and have lived without. But I don't want it to be that way. I realize this may sound confusing but its real. I know I have a few loyal readers and its just those wonderful dear people that I don't want to know what I want and what I feel. I'm strong, I'm tough and having felt like this before I know it will pass and it will be nicely stuffed again.